hungry................
argh... this is bad.
i seem to be very expert at killing mosquitoes at night. juz killed two right before my eye. reached out and *clapped* and they died. or mebbe cos of the light in living rm. practically the only bright thing producing light is my monitor. mebbe mozzies are blurry at night. they fly slowly haha... normally can't even get a single hit. i hate this. i'm havin insomia n it sux. i'm gonna continue harping on this for the next 3 hrs until i leave the hse prolly...
fuckin hell. i'm having insomia for the first time. shit. supposed to wake up at 6AM and i've been lying on my bed since 11PM. haven't even fallen asleep ONCE. why sia!?
can't b cos i nervous. i simply hav too much brain activity. mebbe my body clock not in tune with the timing i haf to slp n wake. nevertheless i hav this irritating edgy feeling on my body. like as if it's some muscle ache or pants not right that kinda fucked up feeling. am not in the best of moods right now cos i can't sleep. fuck lah..... thank goodness i cancelled my japanese class if not how to survive sia...
can't b cos i nervous. i simply hav too much brain activity. mebbe my body clock not in tune with the timing i haf to slp n wake. nevertheless i hav this irritating edgy feeling on my body. like as if it's some muscle ache or pants not right that kinda fucked up feeling. am not in the best of moods right now cos i can't sleep. fuck lah..... thank goodness i cancelled my japanese class if not how to survive sia...
04 July 2003
hmmm...
suddenly i have this set of thinking. i mean it's juz my own thinking. in every relationship, there's bound to be challenges. especially when it involves a third party. what if this wonderful, nobody-can-tear-us-apart relationship suddenly have a third party? then ur world comes crashing in. anger, fear, betrayal.. sense of lost.. everything starts setting in. i've learnt my lesson. we might panick. we might lose control over ourselves and our emotions. but if you believe in yourself, believe that YOU are the one who is suitable for him (not childishly believe of cos), instead of whining over it, instead of using underhand methods to get him/her back, instead of pushing any blame to anyone or do things that will make you hate yourself or let your partner hate you.... focus on how to get him back. prove your worth. prove that you are the better choice over the third party. let him turn around and be amazed by your calmness, ur understanding, ur willingness to be by his side no matter what. let him see what you are truly made of and admire you for your character. if successful, you earned back what you almost lost. and for better results, hehehehe sekali the relationship better than before.
i'm glad that what i believed in, and that sense of hope i always have.... pulled me through. many thought i was holding on the something that's dying. some things that i'm being too naive. but if i myself lose hope, that what's there in life to look forward to? lol can only say that i'm lucky that i did not get a more complicated situation to handle. for those who did and pulled through, they are a amazing bunch of ppl.
suddenly i have this set of thinking. i mean it's juz my own thinking. in every relationship, there's bound to be challenges. especially when it involves a third party. what if this wonderful, nobody-can-tear-us-apart relationship suddenly have a third party? then ur world comes crashing in. anger, fear, betrayal.. sense of lost.. everything starts setting in. i've learnt my lesson. we might panick. we might lose control over ourselves and our emotions. but if you believe in yourself, believe that YOU are the one who is suitable for him (not childishly believe of cos), instead of whining over it, instead of using underhand methods to get him/her back, instead of pushing any blame to anyone or do things that will make you hate yourself or let your partner hate you.... focus on how to get him back. prove your worth. prove that you are the better choice over the third party. let him turn around and be amazed by your calmness, ur understanding, ur willingness to be by his side no matter what. let him see what you are truly made of and admire you for your character. if successful, you earned back what you almost lost. and for better results, hehehehe sekali the relationship better than before.
i'm glad that what i believed in, and that sense of hope i always have.... pulled me through. many thought i was holding on the something that's dying. some things that i'm being too naive. but if i myself lose hope, that what's there in life to look forward to? lol can only say that i'm lucky that i did not get a more complicated situation to handle. for those who did and pulled through, they are a amazing bunch of ppl.
**BEAMS**
hee!! wilfred called!! hahahaha todae call so early... he say jayce is queueing behind him haha so i ask him dun let jayce tok LOLZ whee tml can see him!! *runs abt in circles squealing* WHEEEEEE! -koff koff- ..muz.. maintain.. compos..ure.. hahaha wah.... then tml muz c abt 5 ns guys. wah liao hahaha tml my ex-colleague mostly go ns liao haha can take the chance to luff at them while they botak and the soon-to-be-botak martin kekeke
hee!! wilfred called!! hahahaha todae call so early... he say jayce is queueing behind him haha so i ask him dun let jayce tok LOLZ whee tml can see him!! *runs abt in circles squealing* WHEEEEEE! -koff koff- ..muz.. maintain.. compos..ure.. hahaha wah.... then tml muz c abt 5 ns guys. wah liao hahaha tml my ex-colleague mostly go ns liao haha can take the chance to luff at them while they botak and the soon-to-be-botak martin kekeke
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wah lan.
wake up only get 4 sms.
one tell me to go sch by 8AM tml morning until 1PM den can go home. *bad news*
one tell me her blog template disappeared again *bad news*
the other abit nothing one.....
then followed by constant smsing frm friends.....
aiyo.... i wan to go dwnstair photostep things one leh hahahaha end up sms until now oso haven't go dwn.. tml sian sia from 9AM change timing until 8AM. very fun hor?? teachers dun like to sleep one issit? kaoz. why the stupid briefing 5 hours long!?!?!?!?
i fixed pat's template again since it disappeared again.
called her on the phone to tell her that and she ask me why my voice so man. hahahaha man meh? get used to it lah it happens once in awhile when my voice is deeper.
wake up only get 4 sms.
one tell me to go sch by 8AM tml morning until 1PM den can go home. *bad news*
one tell me her blog template disappeared again *bad news*
the other abit nothing one.....
then followed by constant smsing frm friends.....
aiyo.... i wan to go dwnstair photostep things one leh hahahaha end up sms until now oso haven't go dwn.. tml sian sia from 9AM change timing until 8AM. very fun hor?? teachers dun like to sleep one issit? kaoz. why the stupid briefing 5 hours long!?!?!?!?
i fixed pat's template again since it disappeared again.
called her on the phone to tell her that and she ask me why my voice so man. hahahaha man meh? get used to it lah it happens once in awhile when my voice is deeper.
stupid blogged cocked up juz now. first mine, then patricia's lolz.
she came askin me to help her solve the prob and i can see that she's already distressing and panicking. cos i myself stared blankly at the screen for a while. i suggest u guys go back up ur template codes before anything crops up. i managed to get her codes back after much headaching. hahahaha cos i faced some prob with the tables. lucky me, iman came online. though she didn't exactly solve my prob, she said something that hinted me to search for some stuff that eventually lead me to solving the prob. hehehehehe
i juz found out frm pat that i gotta be in sch by 8.30AM in the morning on saturday!!! fuck! so early sia! siao one... den after that i go find my wilfred hehehe... hmm wad was it i wanna say?
*stones for 10 minute*
i forgot. HAHA. oh well..... it happens. i think after saving mine n pat's blog i killed quite alot of brain cells. hahaha
today friday already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TML CAN SEE WILFRED HEHE
but then i nid to go sch first. ah sucks lah hahaha
03 July 2003
stupid blog. kaoz i open up my own window and what i see? blank page. checked out blogger edit and guess wad?
HALF THE TEMPLATE CODES ARE GONE.
it's like.....wad the fuck!?!?!?!?
i stared at the computer in disbelief for a few minutes before knowing what truly happened. i don't know HOW it happened or WHY it happened. luckily i'm sane enough to keep some back up last time but it's kinda backdated. so i compared the backdated codes with the html codes i gotten by view source frm the archives and made some changes before implementing it. shit man.
i went down to JCS earlier on the submit my letter to be excused from classes this saturday. reached back home at about 3pm and at abt 4 something, jeremy called up to ask me accompany him dwnstairs cos he's nearby and wanna go eat. talked quite abit and then i went back upstairs. mum was already home with hm.. duno whether to call it lunch or dinner but anyway, got home and re-did my template. hope it works fine. basket. *grumbles alot*
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it's like.....wad the fuck!?!?!?!?
i stared at the computer in disbelief for a few minutes before knowing what truly happened. i don't know HOW it happened or WHY it happened. luckily i'm sane enough to keep some back up last time but it's kinda backdated. so i compared the backdated codes with the html codes i gotten by view source frm the archives and made some changes before implementing it. shit man.
i went down to JCS earlier on the submit my letter to be excused from classes this saturday. reached back home at about 3pm and at abt 4 something, jeremy called up to ask me accompany him dwnstairs cos he's nearby and wanna go eat. talked quite abit and then i went back upstairs. mum was already home with hm.. duno whether to call it lunch or dinner but anyway, got home and re-did my template. hope it works fine. basket. *grumbles alot*
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i just got back frm my trip out with sano and shaikha. hmmmmmm... we didn't do anything spectacular. juz hanged out and had some fun with each other's company three of us seem to click quite well haha pretty cool. we guys met up at the sommerset mrt stn ctrl. once again, shaikha see me n say i look smaller. sano came soon after and cos i complained abt being hungry, so we went over to cine to haf our lunch at long john's silver. walked over to annex to get a new pouch for wilfred ^^
will treat it as a annivasary gift for him. $15!!!
it's kinda big, black, and haf a few compartments. kekeke can put quite alot of things so i guess he'll like it. we walked around, shopped around in Annex, shaikha went into a couple of shops to check out the stuff. then we went into the toy shop on the top level of Annex. hahaha stayed in there for quite awhile cos sano is lookin at the cat soft toys.
walked back into annex we soon got bored so we left for borders instead. actually, we were walking towards kino but i duno how we end up in borders hahahaha anyway, hang ard in borders checking out mags and books and all sorts of other things... slacked around.. even read through some sex bks
-_____-"
got out of borders we went upstairs to look around. toys shops.. loitered ard the corridors... and guess wad? lolz i saw Andrea Sequira (ex-sec sch classmate) workin at NYDC. (new york dessert cafe) called her a few times n she didn't notice me adoi hahaha then shaikha n sano keep kacauing me
say sekali i mistake.. recognize wrong person my face recoginition skill very powerful one ok!!! hehehe
anyway, soon left to go to far east. loitered around abit before heading dwn to level one. finally wilfred called me while we were walking about. i was so kanchiong.. afraid dat he might not call. he say he was on guard duty... i told him abt saturday already... he say ok. after that, we walked all the way back to plaza singapura. hahahaha so far sial!!! anyway... walked around then i called martin to ask him to join us for saturday he's coming i think kekeke basket. kacau me sia when i ask him for his hp number (cos i called his hse) purposely say fast fast... end up muz ask him repeat 3, 4 times. he asked me who's going i told him is vincent they all.. then he's like: "wah! all old friends haha" then he asked abt me n wilfred cos i called him up when i was havin prob with wil. how nice to him to ask. he's going to ns soon!! 6th of August haha say we better "zi dong" help him celebrate. make saturday a farewell party for him lolz!!! basket still like to talk rubbish as usual.... i had fun with him lah.. used to talk to him on the phone hahahahaha for 4 hours sia..
hang up liao, me, shai n sano had drinks and fruits at the food court. after that we went into ezone to play hahaha quite fun lah... played some strange wacking games and house of the dead while the two of them played racing game.
BECOS of shaikha's cravings, hahaha we went to dhoby gaut mrt stn n took a train dwn to lau pasat to eat hahaha had satay and some you tiao with cuttle fish eat alot sia... all so oily hahahaha we are so freakin unhealthy. chatted for quite awhile there had fun lah today. ^^ quite enjoyable actually only dwn side is i'm having abit of runny nose so my jaws ached alot and i felt very groggy n sleepy...
now i'm very love sick still... keep thinking of wilfred.... three days has almost passed. times seems to past much faster now and i can't wait till saturday comes along again. i miss him so much. he seem..... less enthusiastic lately. mebbe he is tired. i'm being sensitive i know cos i dun wan his tone to be sian sian all the time although the things he says shows dat he is luv sick hahaha but duno lah... the time we get to talk seem to be less n less and i can hardly talk properly to him.
i had a gd day out today.
dats wads impt.
gd to b ard close friends sometimes. haha
i just got back frm my trip out with sano and shaikha. hmmmmmm... we didn't do anything spectacular. juz hanged out and had some fun with each other's company three of us seem to click quite well haha pretty cool. we guys met up at the sommerset mrt stn ctrl. once again, shaikha see me n say i look smaller. sano came soon after and cos i complained abt being hungry, so we went over to cine to haf our lunch at long john's silver. walked over to annex to get a new pouch for wilfred ^^
will treat it as a annivasary gift for him. $15!!!
it's kinda big, black, and haf a few compartments. kekeke can put quite alot of things so i guess he'll like it. we walked around, shopped around in Annex, shaikha went into a couple of shops to check out the stuff. then we went into the toy shop on the top level of Annex. hahaha stayed in there for quite awhile cos sano is lookin at the cat soft toys.
walked back into annex we soon got bored so we left for borders instead. actually, we were walking towards kino but i duno how we end up in borders hahahaha anyway, hang ard in borders checking out mags and books and all sorts of other things... slacked around.. even read through some sex bks
-_____-"
got out of borders we went upstairs to look around. toys shops.. loitered ard the corridors... and guess wad? lolz i saw Andrea Sequira (ex-sec sch classmate) workin at NYDC. (new york dessert cafe) called her a few times n she didn't notice me adoi hahaha then shaikha n sano keep kacauing me
say sekali i mistake.. recognize wrong person my face recoginition skill very powerful one ok!!! hehehe
anyway, soon left to go to far east. loitered around abit before heading dwn to level one. finally wilfred called me while we were walking about. i was so kanchiong.. afraid dat he might not call. he say he was on guard duty... i told him abt saturday already... he say ok. after that, we walked all the way back to plaza singapura. hahahaha so far sial!!! anyway... walked around then i called martin to ask him to join us for saturday he's coming i think kekeke basket. kacau me sia when i ask him for his hp number (cos i called his hse) purposely say fast fast... end up muz ask him repeat 3, 4 times. he asked me who's going i told him is vincent they all.. then he's like: "wah! all old friends haha" then he asked abt me n wilfred cos i called him up when i was havin prob with wil. how nice to him to ask. he's going to ns soon!! 6th of August haha say we better "zi dong" help him celebrate. make saturday a farewell party for him lolz!!! basket still like to talk rubbish as usual.... i had fun with him lah.. used to talk to him on the phone hahahahaha for 4 hours sia..
hang up liao, me, shai n sano had drinks and fruits at the food court. after that we went into ezone to play hahaha quite fun lah... played some strange wacking games and house of the dead while the two of them played racing game.
BECOS of shaikha's cravings, hahaha we went to dhoby gaut mrt stn n took a train dwn to lau pasat to eat hahaha had satay and some you tiao with cuttle fish eat alot sia... all so oily hahahaha we are so freakin unhealthy. chatted for quite awhile there had fun lah today. ^^ quite enjoyable actually only dwn side is i'm having abit of runny nose so my jaws ached alot and i felt very groggy n sleepy...
now i'm very love sick still... keep thinking of wilfred.... three days has almost passed. times seems to past much faster now and i can't wait till saturday comes along again. i miss him so much. he seem..... less enthusiastic lately. mebbe he is tired. i'm being sensitive i know cos i dun wan his tone to be sian sian all the time although the things he says shows dat he is luv sick hahaha but duno lah... the time we get to talk seem to be less n less and i can hardly talk properly to him.
i had a gd day out today.
dats wads impt.
gd to b ard close friends sometimes. haha
02 July 2003
am going out with sano and shaikha later...
might be searching for a pouch for wilfred
since his one spoil already....
and also, mebbe go holland village slack awhile.
i've been thinking, how to jaga time on saturday
since wilfred wanna do light training
yet at 6pm i have to meet up with vincent they all..
i guess it's not abt fitting the schedule in but..
hm... it's wilfred's bookout day afterall...
dun wanna eat into his personal time to rest..
juz cos i hafta go out or something....
haiz
irritating...
i'll discuss it on the phone with him later...
if it's possible.
might be searching for a pouch for wilfred
since his one spoil already....
and also, mebbe go holland village slack awhile.
i've been thinking, how to jaga time on saturday
since wilfred wanna do light training
yet at 6pm i have to meet up with vincent they all..
i guess it's not abt fitting the schedule in but..
hm... it's wilfred's bookout day afterall...
dun wanna eat into his personal time to rest..
juz cos i hafta go out or something....
haiz
irritating...
i'll discuss it on the phone with him later...
if it's possible.
chatted with shaikha over the phone.
arranged to meet up at 3:30PM tml
at sommerset mrt stn.
sms-ed sano the whole day hardly get any replies.
juz called him up and he's sleeping hahaha
wah liaaaaaaaao.
while i was chatting with shaikha abt quite a number of stuff
meimei called my hp and asked me out on saturday
gonna meet up with vincent they all. my ex-colleagues..
wilson will be there hahaha
he is a guy whom i had a major crush on last time.
haha
will be bring wilfred along since i can't leave him at home
and i reallie wanna meet up with the others
lolz
one stone kill two bird.
arranged to meet up at 3:30PM tml
at sommerset mrt stn.
sms-ed sano the whole day hardly get any replies.
juz called him up and he's sleeping hahaha
wah liaaaaaaaao.
while i was chatting with shaikha abt quite a number of stuff
meimei called my hp and asked me out on saturday
gonna meet up with vincent they all. my ex-colleagues..
wilson will be there hahaha
he is a guy whom i had a major crush on last time.
haha
will be bring wilfred along since i can't leave him at home
and i reallie wanna meet up with the others
lolz
one stone kill two bird.
01 July 2003
haha can finally fit into my mum's jeans. last time can't even fit half my ass into it. LOL
hey means i did shed some fats hahahaha
but damn. my mum so mean hahahaha gav me a new top of hers and ask me wear.
say help her "stretch" it.
*growl*
think i balloon meh.. lolz
but the jeans is still abit tight haha at least around the waist
sit dwn slightly uncomfy..
*stress*
later the button fly out how!? hahahahahaha
still got another 2 n half hr before the time wilfred can call
tml go out with shaikha they all duno do wad gd
*stress more*
time seems to past faster... hope i can see wilfred soon
hahahaha
i think too much already
um.. shucks. muz ask teacher on sat whether i can ask
relatives or friends to stand in if my folks can't come...
i asked my aunt already haha
i just realised how nice smelling is the perfume rieru san sent me
will use it more often hehehe
mum say i very 'curvy'
lolz
shaikha say my figure is considered hourglass figure..
she juz now had her hp in her rm while she is in the living rm
so end up maha had two miss calls before reaching her
then when she finally picked up
all she got frm him were angry swear words.
adoi.
understandable why he got angry but shld've refrained frm the language
since time is so precious when it comes to calling her...
will get wilfred to talk to him if possible..
hey means i did shed some fats hahahaha
but damn. my mum so mean hahahaha gav me a new top of hers and ask me wear.
say help her "stretch" it.
*growl*
think i balloon meh.. lolz
but the jeans is still abit tight haha at least around the waist
sit dwn slightly uncomfy..
*stress*
later the button fly out how!? hahahahahaha
still got another 2 n half hr before the time wilfred can call
tml go out with shaikha they all duno do wad gd
*stress more*
time seems to past faster... hope i can see wilfred soon
hahahaha
i think too much already
um.. shucks. muz ask teacher on sat whether i can ask
relatives or friends to stand in if my folks can't come...
i asked my aunt already haha
i just realised how nice smelling is the perfume rieru san sent me
will use it more often hehehe
mum say i very 'curvy'
lolz
shaikha say my figure is considered hourglass figure..
she juz now had her hp in her rm while she is in the living rm
so end up maha had two miss calls before reaching her
then when she finally picked up
all she got frm him were angry swear words.
adoi.
understandable why he got angry but shld've refrained frm the language
since time is so precious when it comes to calling her...
will get wilfred to talk to him if possible..
tanya stole the quiz frm her sister's blog, put it into hers and is nagging at me to do it so ... here goes. was abit long so i cut them into parts.
Bedroom Quiz
1. What is the color of your room? i THINK it's supposed to be white but then over the years it turned yellowish... parts behind the closet i dare not guess it's colouration.. o.O
2. Do you have personal pictures on the walls? i would like to put lah but then again.. i'm not alone... *shrugs*
3. Did your parents let you pick out the colors of your room? sneaky them placed me in that rm when i can't even remember how to write my name.
4.Do you have magazine clippings taped to your walls? No.... like i said i would love to.. now i juz stick them all in a bk.
5. What are all the posters in your room? *evil look* i said i DUN HAF. outside living rm near my 'corner' got.. um.. i think my living rm is more like my rm.. got tv.. my desk.. my comp.. my arm chair.. my comics all over the place.. my diary and organizers.. geez.. mebbe i shld shift a bed over someday n juz slp there.. oh! i off topic. um i haf one chobits poster, a sticker of chobits, hikaru no go and japanese hiragana chart..
6. How many windows are in your room? um.. how to count? um.. on one side of the wall.
7. Do you have a TV and VCR? no such luck mate. mebbe in the future.. when i haf my own rm or when i move into an apartment with wil..
8. Do you have a CD player? dun even haf discman..
9. Do you share your room with anyone else? my MUM
10. Are you allowed to have food and drinks in your room? my mum will fry me for breakfast lunch n dinner if i do dat. i wouldn't want ants visiting my ear or cockroaches kissing me in the middle of the nite.
11. Is your room where you spend most of your time? um.. change the location to living rm can?
12. What's your favorite thing about your room? my mum who's lyin on the bed and my 4 bolsters o.O n 2 pillows n huge blanket bwahahhawahaha...
13. What's under your bed? mebbe dead n squashed cockroaches
14. If you could change one thing about your room, what would it be? make it my own haha
15. Do you have a desk in your room? um sorta like a ... wad do u call dat? dressing table?
Bedroom Quiz
1. What is the color of your room? i THINK it's supposed to be white but then over the years it turned yellowish... parts behind the closet i dare not guess it's colouration.. o.O
2. Do you have personal pictures on the walls? i would like to put lah but then again.. i'm not alone... *shrugs*
3. Did your parents let you pick out the colors of your room? sneaky them placed me in that rm when i can't even remember how to write my name.
4.Do you have magazine clippings taped to your walls? No.... like i said i would love to.. now i juz stick them all in a bk.
5. What are all the posters in your room? *evil look* i said i DUN HAF. outside living rm near my 'corner' got.. um.. i think my living rm is more like my rm.. got tv.. my desk.. my comp.. my arm chair.. my comics all over the place.. my diary and organizers.. geez.. mebbe i shld shift a bed over someday n juz slp there.. oh! i off topic. um i haf one chobits poster, a sticker of chobits, hikaru no go and japanese hiragana chart..
6. How many windows are in your room? um.. how to count? um.. on one side of the wall.
7. Do you have a TV and VCR? no such luck mate. mebbe in the future.. when i haf my own rm or when i move into an apartment with wil..
8. Do you have a CD player? dun even haf discman..
9. Do you share your room with anyone else? my MUM
10. Are you allowed to have food and drinks in your room? my mum will fry me for breakfast lunch n dinner if i do dat. i wouldn't want ants visiting my ear or cockroaches kissing me in the middle of the nite.
11. Is your room where you spend most of your time? um.. change the location to living rm can?
12. What's your favorite thing about your room? my mum who's lyin on the bed and my 4 bolsters o.O n 2 pillows n huge blanket bwahahhawahaha...
13. What's under your bed? mebbe dead n squashed cockroaches
14. If you could change one thing about your room, what would it be? make it my own haha
15. Do you have a desk in your room? um sorta like a ... wad do u call dat? dressing table?
16. Do you always do your homework on that desk? sometimes i use it to study, most of the time mum put make up there
17. Do you have a phone in your room? no
18. What kind of phone is it? u duno english issit? i said DUN HAF.
19. What color is your phone? DUN HAF DUN HAF DUN HAF.
20. Do you have stuffed animals in your room? um.. they have been relocated to the top of my dad's closet.
21. Any Porcelain Dolls? no way. freaky stuff
22. What color is your carpet? dun haf any
23. Do you have a mirror in your room? two
24. What do you dislike about your room? the unwanted visitors. *kills mosquitoes*
25. What poster would you like on your wall? cute ones
26. Do you have a pet or plant in your room? neither
27. What kind of bed do you have? juz a huge mattress
28. What is the color of your bedspread? *peeks into rm* um. flowery stuff wif pink n blue n green
29. Is your room usually clean? yes
30. Do your friends like your room? hm dat u'll hafta ask my frenz. they usually gape n stand in awe infront of my comic collection hahaha
17. Do you have a phone in your room? no
18. What kind of phone is it? u duno english issit? i said DUN HAF.
19. What color is your phone? DUN HAF DUN HAF DUN HAF.
20. Do you have stuffed animals in your room? um.. they have been relocated to the top of my dad's closet.
21. Any Porcelain Dolls? no way. freaky stuff
22. What color is your carpet? dun haf any
23. Do you have a mirror in your room? two
24. What do you dislike about your room? the unwanted visitors. *kills mosquitoes*
25. What poster would you like on your wall? cute ones
26. Do you have a pet or plant in your room? neither
27. What kind of bed do you have? juz a huge mattress
28. What is the color of your bedspread? *peeks into rm* um. flowery stuff wif pink n blue n green
29. Is your room usually clean? yes
30. Do your friends like your room? hm dat u'll hafta ask my frenz. they usually gape n stand in awe infront of my comic collection hahaha
J^Luv^|ke i feel so pek chek
J^Luv^|ke suddenly all the lousy feelings can juz come at one time to attack me when i'm most vulnerable
Nicholas` well~
Nicholas` gotto
Nicholas` shikkari shite
Nicholas` ^^"
J^Luv^|ke i forgot wad is shikkari
Nicholas` erm
Nicholas` like
Nicholas` " zhen zuo
J^Luv^|ke i juz dissed kyori off
Nicholas` dissed?
J^Luv^|ke say mean thing
Nicholas` like?
J^Luv^|ke hm
J^Luv^|ke guess he said stuff i didn't like to hear
J^Luv^|ke i was rotting away
J^Luv^|ke and am frustrated cos of that
Nicholas` oic
J^Luv^|ke i'm bored, missing my bf dearly, and trying to find things to do, feeling like an outcast everywhere, realising that a bunch of gd classmates went out but i'm not invited etc
J^Luv^|ke adds up to frustrate me away
Nicholas` ic
J^Luv^|ke and he say i am wasting time sitting infrnt of the comp and shld find something to do. it's practically stating the obvious
Nicholas` dun feel this way
J^Luv^|ke so i lost my mind for a sec
J^Luv^|ke lolz`
Nicholas` think positively
J^Luv^|ke am trying to
J^Luv^|ke i haven't lost my temper for nearly a mth
J^Luv^|ke been controlling it v well
Nicholas` mi too
J^Luv^|ke boredom reallie drives ppl up the wall sometimes.
Nicholas` i get very pissed when i m feeling happy
Nicholas` n my dad juz scold me for some stupid things
J^Luv^|ke i am literally bored to tears
Nicholas` i Wanna Scold him bacK but
Nicholas` haiz
J^Luv^|ke lolz
J^Luv^|ke u noe that strong irritable and agitated feeling like as if someone say wrong thing will make u feel like killing them?
Nicholas` ya
haiz. blame no one but myself to be wasting time away like that. esp it the last few weeks before the start of my SIP. but i can't help it. i'm literally bored to tears. or mebbe it's not boredom. it's loneliness...
hates it whenever it creeps back into my life... esp when i'm most vulnerable...
to think that i called jeremy up juz now hahaha
didn't even know they went out..
tml sano is going over to ken's hse to jam..
i could've joined along cos they asked me to...
but something in me stopped me..
hate to feel left out... i wonder why.. mebbe it's coming back to me... bad memories of the past. damn how i wish i can juz erase them off like a video tape.
J^Luv^|ke suddenly all the lousy feelings can juz come at one time to attack me when i'm most vulnerable
Nicholas` well~
Nicholas` gotto
Nicholas` shikkari shite
Nicholas` ^^"
J^Luv^|ke i forgot wad is shikkari
Nicholas` erm
Nicholas` like
Nicholas` " zhen zuo
J^Luv^|ke i juz dissed kyori off
Nicholas` dissed?
J^Luv^|ke say mean thing
Nicholas` like?
J^Luv^|ke hm
J^Luv^|ke guess he said stuff i didn't like to hear
J^Luv^|ke i was rotting away
J^Luv^|ke and am frustrated cos of that
Nicholas` oic
J^Luv^|ke i'm bored, missing my bf dearly, and trying to find things to do, feeling like an outcast everywhere, realising that a bunch of gd classmates went out but i'm not invited etc
J^Luv^|ke adds up to frustrate me away
Nicholas` ic
J^Luv^|ke and he say i am wasting time sitting infrnt of the comp and shld find something to do. it's practically stating the obvious
Nicholas` dun feel this way
J^Luv^|ke so i lost my mind for a sec
J^Luv^|ke lolz`
Nicholas` think positively
J^Luv^|ke am trying to
J^Luv^|ke i haven't lost my temper for nearly a mth
J^Luv^|ke been controlling it v well
Nicholas` mi too
J^Luv^|ke boredom reallie drives ppl up the wall sometimes.
Nicholas` i get very pissed when i m feeling happy
Nicholas` n my dad juz scold me for some stupid things
J^Luv^|ke i am literally bored to tears
Nicholas` i Wanna Scold him bacK but
Nicholas` haiz
J^Luv^|ke lolz
J^Luv^|ke u noe that strong irritable and agitated feeling like as if someone say wrong thing will make u feel like killing them?
Nicholas` ya
haiz. blame no one but myself to be wasting time away like that. esp it the last few weeks before the start of my SIP. but i can't help it. i'm literally bored to tears. or mebbe it's not boredom. it's loneliness...
hates it whenever it creeps back into my life... esp when i'm most vulnerable...
to think that i called jeremy up juz now hahaha
didn't even know they went out..
tml sano is going over to ken's hse to jam..
i could've joined along cos they asked me to...
but something in me stopped me..
hate to feel left out... i wonder why.. mebbe it's coming back to me... bad memories of the past. damn how i wish i can juz erase them off like a video tape.
